You're Strong Jarad 999 and Bodega bill you got this , the Elite wants to deplete us of our Life Force Fluids , and don't be too hard on yourselves , as abstaining from porn and jerking off or edging is one of , if not the hardest actions you can take in your life as a man , because the ultimate desire of men beyond money , love , friendship , is Sex , it's to reproduce and procreate and mate with the opposite energy polarity , the opposite gender , it's your basic biological and psychological instinct , in some extreme cases this compelling powerful urge to have sexual intercourse with the opposite sex , can lead it's host to commit crimes , to commit actual murders and attrosities against humanity , but when that same powerful sex energy is transmuted into spiritual high vibrational frequency back into the body's force field , you will reach high levels of consciousness , people will be drawn to you like moth to a light bulb , you will be able to accomplish astronomical things beyond what you can ever imagine , you will go into euphoria , you will heal the planet , you will become your own masculine Father-Figure , you won't even be able to absorb what you were before , when you wake up in the morning with glowing skin , feeling every cell in your body vibrating with magnetic Life Force , you will look in the mirror and feel proud of being yourself.
Thank you, brother!! I'd push back against the basic claim here about heterosexuality—this remains a ? for me— but otherwise I'm on board with the potential for life-changing benefits when you approach your sexual life with more intention and control. Thanks for the encouragement!