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Developed pied after a year of nofap?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by arkad1, Jul 5, 2019.

  1. arkad1

    arkad1 Fapstronaut

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    So, i relapsed 24 days ago to a pic a girl sent me on kik, the thing is, whe she sent me the pic and i masturbated, i couldn't make it hard at all!

    Today i relapsed again, installed a dating app, and relapsed to a pic..the thing is, i couldn't make it hard again!

    This has never happened to me, i started nofap at the end of may 2018, but i never had pied...now it looks like i can't make it hard!
    In january of this year, when i first relapsed, it was coming hard immediatly without problem, without even watching a pic!

    I'm worried, is that possible that i developed pied or something? I always thought nofap was just giving me more problem than advantages, but this is ridicolous...
     
  2. you mean you did 1 year hardmode nofap? and you have this problem?
     
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  3. arkad1

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    170 days hard mode, starting may 2018. Then, from november started having sex eith escorts 2 times a month. Then in january i startrd using dating app, some girls sent me some pics, and i masturbated probably 12 times from january to march. 3-4 times without pics, 3 times with porn, the other times with pics girls sent me.

    Rhen i stopped using dating apps, i masturbated once 23 days ago, and it wasn't working, and once yesterday, and it wasn't working!


    This fucking nofap is just fucking me up, i don't know what to say anymore...
     
  4. I would advice getting professional treatment from a psychiatrist specialized on sexual health issues. He might also check your blood and put you trough a MRT to see if there is physical brain damage caused by a tumor for example.

    If you have serious health issues, which are worsening, you don't fool around with self-treatment, you visit a medical doctor and get a proper diagnosis! What are you waiting for?
     
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  5. arkad1

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    Already been to the doctor. We find out i'm allergic to grasses and mites. But i don't think allergy can give you erectile disfunction...

    Had my bloodwork done multiple times in the last year, my exams are perfect.

    I don't understand why i should have a tumor
    Anyway, i had my head scanned in october for the nose problem, they would have seen if there was something strange there
     
  6. arkad1

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    I'm starting to think that's a trick from my brain, it's trying to make me watch porn...
     
  7. Arkad,
    If I were you I would listen to people in hard reboot or done rebooting. Wether you accept it or not, this pmo thing is not something you take slightly. And If I joined this forum back then I would be done with rebooting by now.
     
  8. arkad1

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    I don't think i really understand...

    I've done one year, 170 days hardmode, 12 times masturbation, 3 times porn, in a year, i think it's quite good, but it's not working...
     
  9. C12345

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    Maybe your brain wants a real relationship and not someone on Kik. Go out and meet a real girl and when the time comes, I gurantee you will be able to get it up.
     
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  10. That's what I thought in my reboot as well after a lot of short streaks. I thought by completing 70 to 90 days I would be good(wrong).
     
  11. arkad1

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    I know, it's been 14 months now, i relapsed just 3 times with porn in march...

    And it's getting worst, not better...
     
  12. Blackrock85

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    Hang in there bro. Your brain just knows the (long term) right thing for you, or maybe it’s the subconscious.

    You actually hate the fapping so much without realizing it, your defense mechanism is shutting down your penis just to protect you.

    You mainly hate it because of the 170 days streak, and you are right to do so.

    Guaranteed when you’ll do normal shit (like date and fuck), you’ll be riding her like an animal.

    Stay strong.
     
  13. arkad1

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    I hope so...

    But i had this kind of thing after a year, normally people have this in the first months...
     
  14. arkad1

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    So, today i "relapsed again" using normal pics from a dating app.

    Everything was working perfectly, so i'm not worried about pied, or ed.

    A little regret for relapsing with pic and masturbating for an hour (saturday it was 5 minutes).

    I think i'm still on a very good way.

    The good side is, i understand that masturbating for 5 minutes doesn't have really bad effects on me, but doing it for one hour have indeed bad effects.

    Ok, i leaerned something. Now i'll keep going...
     
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  15. Sorry to hear about the relapse, but I'd advice to not use any dating apps, focus on building yourself first and then things will flow normally in the real life.
     
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  16. arkad1

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    Agree. One relapse is not that big problem after so much time (without porn anyway).

    But you're right, i deleted that app, and i must watch out and make another hard mode good streak.
     

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