Despair

Did you tell her the truth? That you are struggling with porn addiction and you want to overcome it, so you joined nofap?

 

I may be a kid but I think sir you have already taken the first step to recovery, it may take years but still as for today I am very happy that I found people that may be want to be with me when I just continued to distance myself, they no nothing of me but everyday I still found a reason to continue improving and letting go of.


Sir I don't know how life could be more harder than it already fro my age and will certainly will became harder I guess. I supposed having a self hatred is also a good thing if youre doing something to become better, and what I've done in the past serves as a blueprint to not what to do.


I guess Sir we just have to find the path where we could truly be our best selves, even though I think finding the right and truest of self is not really possible since nobodies perfect and we're constantly changing. I also happened to keep searching for happiness but its just comes or that we have to make it ourselves.






And hopefully my naivety could be any help with you sir, I hope you can patch or better change things for the better in your side too(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ !!