depression attack

Day 2 of NoFap
today I feel very depressed... I even slept for a long time, maybe as an escape from those feelings... I'm also trying to stay away from my laptop because it's like a tool that could lead me back to addiction. This is really tough, bro. But I have to stay conscious and fight back because I'm still alive. I'm the only son in the family, their hope. I have to fight hard this time. I have to change, my friend, because if not, I'd rather be dead