It's interesting how my my mind can be clear but I still feel physically and mentally exhausted. That sentence seems to contradict itself. I've been waking up really tired lately. Maybe I should go to bed earlier. I haven't had too many urges. My dreams are so vivid. It's like I'm slowly unraveling something. Sometimes I think my clarity is equal to my abstinence. I've been so obsessed with getting off my whole life that it had made my mind foggy. I feel like my life is like a puzzle that I am trying to solve. Any one else share a similar perspective?
