Yo guys. I am finally concluding day five of NoFap. This has literally been the hardest and craziest day to overcome. However, I didn't succumb to it. As I am transitioning into improving my life, I removed all of the videos I have of girls dancing from my phone. I also unsubscribed to all YouTube and Instagram accounts related to sexy women. The crazy part about this part was that I was nearly tempted to let one out. One of the old videos I had was with a girl dancing just the way I used to like to fap to. I kept looping the same video, trying to knock some sense into myself. By the way this all happened in my room. I usually would fap in the bathroom. So the key for me is to NOT reach the bathroom. Anyways after looping the video several times, I threw my phone where the video was playing. It didn't break because I got that ultra strong Otter Box, so I don't mind throwing my phone tbh lol. So I pick up my phone and finally put an end to it. I deleted the video. I saved myself from blowing up my balls. This was crazy. I felt like I looked Jezebel right in the face and denied her sexual acts. Now if you don't know who Jezebel is, she is a Biblical character who was excellent at seducing men. Even though I don't believe in God, I still like to learn about different perspectives of life. Anyways, long story short, I looked this girl in the video right in her face, and I didn't fap. This was crazy as fuck. I feel so good after this. I feel like I could concor anything I ever wanted to. And I remember this one time where I stopped fapping for a week (before I had any knowledge of this websites existence) I fell for the temptation on busting a nut. The thing about this time is that the temptation and the feeling and the energy being stored to my crotch area was so fucking strong. It has never felt so powerful. to endure that and not bust a nut was crazy. I feel very confident right now. I would like you guys to give me your story on NoFap, and any tips I can use. Plus I would like to know if NoFap could actually attract women. I have read several stories of it happening. I am turning 18 in July and I am a virgin and I have never had a girlfriend. But tbh, after what I endured tonight, this will only make me stronger. The withdrawals are real at day 5. howevr, with what happened, I feel as if I won't ever do it again. My ego is on high right now. PS: I never liked porn to be honest. I just have created an unhealthy addiction of fapping. And I would like to put an end to it. The last day I fapped was on June 22, 2016. June 23 was the beginning of my journey.
