Just want to get down some thoughts on today... Found myself in a sexual experience. The last time this happened was the disaster of day 16, during my flatline ( http://www.nofap.com/forum/showthread.php?25082-When-Flatline-meets-Date-Night ) Today, with a different girl... We didnt have full sex - we did everything but. No nerves or worrying (meditation paying off I think!). It was more sensual, and I stayed hard, very hard, throughout. I also ejaculated and not by my own hand. Both these aspects were unthinkable before. I'd always fade and wilt at some point, and I'd always have to finish myself off. I even stayed hard post ejaculation. The way Ive been feeling since the encounter today, its been massive relief, like having a massage, total de-stress. A weight lifted. I dont want that statement to deter anyone who's resisting M, Im just telling you how it is! I needed to clear the pipes, thats how Im feeling. Im now awaiting the chaser effect to come calling and Im ready to fight it. Im also prepared to to deal with the fact that todays events may have slowed down my reboot. But Im also pleased with the results. I hope my recovery period is brief; Ive read that cumming can take up to ten days to recover physically/testosterone/energy wise?
I personally don't notice any difference in how I feel when I've had sex the night before. And I've been lucky that I haven't experienced the chaser effect either. May or may not happen to you. But it's good to be ready for it anyway. Good luck!
Thank you Sir! The results were a great boost but Im also ready for the aftermath. It was like seeing a glimpse of where I want to be in future, the reason why I started NoFap - lose the fake stimulus and addiction and have genuine fulfilling sex. But this is still very early days. I just know there's got to be a comedown or temptation around the corner. Full day planned for Sunday to keep the mind and body active, not going to let the chaser get me...
