Day 27, wet dream, edging (no porn), a relapse?

Sup Everyone,

On day 27 I had a nocturnal emission. I was getting quite horny by this time, every girl I saw just saw sex. That nigh, following a shower, I did some edging (if that's the right term). Did not use any porn, just did some gently massage, to see if I can still pop a boner and also enjoy some of the sensation. Stopped after a couple of minutes. During that night had a wild dream, went from a stick-up, holding people down in a confrontation, to hiding. Then me and my gang(? it was a dream) being discovered by the owners of the apartment and slowly making our way out. Leaving last I was confronted by a girl which would not let me leave until I had sex with her. She closed the door, I instantly and hastily grabbed her and barely got 1/2 an insertion into her before I ejaculated, hard. Don't think I've ever took a girl so aggressively and determinedly. It was an intense and emotional experience. The semen was very thick (chunky), and my urethra almost stung a little after the fact. All went away the next day.

Following the dream I recalled my early days as a teen, which were not the best of times for me. Seeing myself confused, depressed, sad, and lost. Then I also felt the other side of me, a powerful figment of myself, glowing with strength and happiness. It was all quite strange but also insightful. Perhaps it's all the energy leaving with the ejaculation?

Also it may be worth mentioning, that I never had a girl friend and I'm a virgin at 30 years of age. Don't think light self touch without porn as edging (os is it?) as deal breaker, but it may well caused a nightly emission (or not). Would this be a relapse? Trying to go for the 90 day challenge.

Cheers,