Hello guys! I just want to express my great THANKS to all of you for being here, I must admit that reading stories in here, instead of doing "guess what" at the same time I was used to, is really extremely supportive. This is my 17th day without PMO and even though I have already beaten 30 days without PMO before, this time I feel much better about its lasting effect because of this NoFap community. Just the fact that I am not the only one who has been, for one reason or another, cought by this miserable addiction, gives me a brighter future and a mainly a lot of hope. The hope that this all is not for nothing, that it really makes a difference, that my social and sexual life can get back to the point where I got into this huge problem. Yes, maybe the greatest problem is to admit, concede that something is going wrong. That I am exhausted and feeling depressed not for the other people, that my shrinked friend down there is not having a good time and me neither when getting naked in a locker or to have a shower publicly, that the girls around me are considering me like a homo 'cause I am too shy to approach them, behaving strangely. All of this came to me because of PMO, this is the whole and the most painful truth. The worst thing of this addiction is that you normally do not consider it as an addiction, and due to social settings, you usually do not talk about your "home-alone" habits. In contrast with smoking, drinking alcohol, smoking ganja, overeating, etc., masturbation and porn addiction is not observed by the others, you hide it in yourself and it grows with you, and during the time, it takes control of your body, or rather of your brain. And after some months, years, all you need is just the higher level of chemicals pumped into your brain, those chemicals, which are being released after every single masturbation/orgasm. Wow, I did it! I wrote everything. I am so happy to share my experience with you, even though I do not know you and you do not know me, maybe it is better like this for most of us Okay I am joking, it is cool being a part of such community which solves something extremely dangerous to the society of nowadays. The ease which makes porn websites available to everyone is, according to me, the global problem of 21st century. Look around you and think how many people may suffer from the same thing as you do, this is horrible! Well, so that is my general idea about all of that. I am going for hard mode because I think that the cut-off must be quick, radical and immediate. In my opinion, the three addictions are best mates! Just think about it - first you watch porn, then you are getting horny and start to masturbate and - you end up with that 10 sec lasting pleasure... Just in case you are not engaged or having a very patient girlfriend (otherwise she requires the O after a while, I think ). Ok, have a nice day dear readers and keep going. We are all in this together, let's beat it! James
