Day 15: Urges setting in

It's my 15th day and it's getting tough. I've had urges and they are such a challenge to control. At this point I'd do anything to get one out but I won't give in because I want to have superior self control. I have always kind of been self conscious, shy and sometimes lacked confidence. Usually I'd get home from school and be in a terrible mood for no reason, I hated it because I've usually always been optimistic. That's all changed, I feel much more confident in myself and I am able to do things I would have never imagined, no where near 100% there but still feeling much better.

On the other hand I had the courage to talk to a gorgeous girl I met a while ago and turns out she's been dtf since the beginning. Who knows, if i never started this I may have never talked to her again. Not hard mode but still a grind.

So, I guess you can find good in the bad! It's gonna be hard to keep going but I'll do my best and keep you posted!

 

I've gotta go for it haha, it's killing me! Good to see someone in the same boat as well! Good luck man, we both know that we succeed!