Day 10.. slight relapse.

Okay. Day 10. Watched some p. Can’t help noticing how a beautiful girl native Italian American Gianna Dior (apologies for this) goes on tinder to find a date ends up becoming the most beautiful P star in the world. Disgusting! and I saw how they treated her behind the scenes.. what is the world coming to. I made it to 3 years no Pmo before now I’m back on day 10. I managed to restrain the desire to masturbate, only ever so slightly but realistically my goal is to just refrain a little day by day. Need to keep busy and keep the phone off. Or throw the phone away. I don’t like using the phone. Need to stay out of the house more.

I had a desire to get married at one point but I decided that marriage is not the cure. Fearing god is the cure. Refraining from p.m. is the cure. Not looking at images is the cure. I can’t believe how girls are so normal but end up becoming P stars and think it’s okay to say it’s normal.
I’m also writing daily journals but it’s not helping a great deal.

what is everyone else upto?