Cyber-Sex (Please help me) (I HAVE To CHANGE TODAY)

I have been on here for almost an entire year, and no consistent change. My conscience bothers me regularly with each relapse I do, and even though i'm stronger than I use to be I still haven't beaten it.

At first I use to just watch soft-core, or regular porn, and now I constantly find myself only able to watch it if im engaging in cyber-sex. I'm not on camera showing myself or paying for the services like I was previously doing, but the fact that im engaging in it really bothers me.

Porn has gotten so bad for me that I feel the most effective thing for me to stop it all is by not having any forms of social media, turning safari off my iphone, no laptop, filtering the sites, and having absolutely no way to bypass the filters I've installed.

I am thinking about getting covenant eyes again.

I seriously need someone to help me a person who has truly put pornography, masturbation, and all of that behind them.

 

I haven't put it behind me but I'd like to consider myself underway.

Long time cybersex / phonesex fiend here.

There is going to be no magic cure just a series of constant things that work for you.
Might be exercise, meditation or a combination of many things.

You have to give it 100% commitment if you want to quit.

Check out www.recoverynation.com/recovery as another good resource on working through addictions

 

You've given yourself many of the answers to need in your post.
Keep trying, take one step at a time...
Maybe think of it as a learning process instead of a battle.