Concerned.

I relapsed again today, but something weird happened. I didn't really find it pleasurable? Like, I still got the physical feelings but I felt dirty the whole time. I just did it to do it. Plus it took longer than usual to get it up, which is strange since I am only 16. Idk, I'm starting to get a little worried that I may have fricked up my libido. If you guys have any input I would be happy to hear it, thank you in advance! B)