Completely new- looking for resources for quitting/escaping fetish

Hi all,

I'm so glad to have joined this forum and hope I can find some people who have experienced circumstances like mine, or who can direct me to threads that could help me. I am a straight male in my early 20's, and have had a benign but embarrassing (to me) fetish since my early teenage years. I have been consuming internet porn involving it since the day I encountered it, which was before I started being attracted to girls sexually. Since then, I have only ever watched porn involving this fetish, which does not involve penetration, on a near-daily basis. I have never had much interest in regular sex, and don't even get particularly aroused by seeing naked women.

I know I am straight- I am attracted to pretty women, feel myself getting nervous around them, etc, though I don't usually think about having sex with them. I would like nothing more than to rid myself of my fetish and my intertwined porn addiction, so I can have a fresh start, reignite my regular sexuality and start feeling confident enough to pursue relationships with women. I am really interested in hearing from anyone who has encountered this problem, and if they know of any threads or subforums they can direct me to that deal with this.