Hey guys. It all started a few months ago when I was masturbating on gay porn. I have masturbated to absolutely everything BTW, except for child porn. I used to find this very funny and now I see how bad things were. Thing is now I am almost completely sure that I'm bi and yet i have never had a guy crush or up till recently never even noticed guys. I was handling all of this pretty well for the last 2 months but these days I have problems falling asleep even from the thoughts that I might be bi. The craziest thing is when I think of sexual interaction with another dude I think that I might even like it but I know I would never do it. These constant contradictions are literally driving me insane. IDK if there's HOCD for being bi but I just want things to go the the way they were 2 years ago when yeah I was masturbating to all types of weird shit but at least I didn't have these constant thoughts. I don't have anything against the LGBT people out there but at the same time I desperately don't wanna be Bi. I was thinking for a very short time that I was gay but at least that I do know that I'm not. But this bi thing is killing me mentally from the inside. I don't know what to do.