Can’t help myself

Sorry to hear that man, coincidence or not, i too have been trapped in this hellish hellhole for 10 years and still counting.

About your fetishes, dont worry too much about that, your fetishes could be way worse, like mine became.

The good news is, within time on nofap, the brains heals slowly through neuroplasticity, a form of regenaration.

Tell me, at what point it becomes hard to resist and you simply give in to the urge and fap? maybe i can give you some good advice, im good at helping other people, not myself though lol.

 

Isn’t an “intense experience” what you are desiring? If that’s the case then why not search for intense experiences outside of pmo?

 

Your experience is very similar to mine. On and off for years (it was 4 years for me) and trying to see people who looked like people I knew in real life. I wanna let you know that it’s possible for recovery and it can help. I don’t necessarily want to give advice because it might not fit you. But if you would like what I used to quit I’m more than happy to say so. Not saying that I’m completely over with it.