I'm laughing now because it's so ridiculous how it creeped up on me, and the content too. I was supposed to be going out this evening with my housemate and another friend but we ended up cancelling and so I'm home alone, #danger. Anyway, I'm on Netflix and I see Tarzan and I'm like, what a great movie that was! And before I know it I'm flicking through pictures of Tarzan and Jane on google, definitely picturing sexual scenes and looking for pictures that match my imagination. As soon as I saw one semi-sexy picture I immediately got hard and realised what I was doing and closed it down. Shit, it's a slippery slope guys...
Yes. As someone whose main issue is on the 2d side of imagery, It's tough. Just a few hours ago an innocent twitter meme had me practically running away from my computer from being too well drawn lol. It's bad enough i have to reboot, i also need to reprogram myself to get passion boners instead of pointless boners to beings that don't even exist. I've been used to brushing off cartoons that were originally intended to not exceed mainstream level censorship, which was definitely something i've always knowingly done because it just feels stupid at that point. But like a brand new character i have no idea about leaves my imagination vulnerable. My life will get real if my sexual energy can maintain itself naturally through rebooting. Getting to where you are would be byfar my longest streak since age 13. I wanna make it without having to reset that counter.
