Boring of recovery?

Hey everyone, this is RamboErecto here.

is been almost 6 hours since i reach my first entire week of hard mode.

One of the issues and the main core that bring me here and do this discipline is to get a better performance with girls, and start to enjoy them.

The benefits come to me quite fast. After the first days i started to become really really horny and talk to random girls, or girls from the past that i keep on my social media, or whatever girl i like. I definitely feel more confortable and better, like less depressed and manly, but that isnt enough and i think this can be a potential trigger to relapse in my second week.

Life seems bored now, i really miss hot woman, since is been an entire week without look at P. Also im not getting any girl to unload or have a man/girl relation and that is slowly starting to killing me.

Not sure if i want keep this up. I know this is just my own brain sabotaging me, but i need enjoy real woman, and that is not happening and is making me feel bored & i cant wait anymore.

 

Thank you creator for the great help! feeling a bit better by now. Just a bit.