hello I've been feeling super bored lately and that has led to an obbsession with porn. I hate porn and it makes my life so terrible but i feel like there is nothing else i can do. all f my money feel likes running i havent a paycheck in almost two months. it seems like no one cares. i think the pandemic, racial tensions, and the fact that it is a political years is all contributing to my current tensions and i feel so alone. I feel like porn make me have a weird voice and weird interactions with other people so tats why i fell lonely...