Bliss after a gap of 2 years!

Hey there peeps,
Wanna share something amazing that happened to me today.
I ACTUALLY DIDNT FIDGET/STAMMER/FEEL NERVOUS AT ALL WHEN I WAS TALKING TO A GIRL!
NOT EVEN A BIT
It goes something like this. I know this girl for a very longtime, like 2-3 years or something, not really the close type,just the hi-bye types.
She joined my class today, and I sat next to her cause all the other seats were taken up. I really didn’t want to sit close to a girl, cause I don’t know for what reason, I started to fear talking to girls even if I wanted to. But then it happened, and she started asking me about the subjects, and the things that she had missed the last class and stuff like that. It started off pretty mediocre, but then i don’t know what happened, I suddenly started to flirt! I mean not the traditional way, but it involved a lot of laughter and convo, that I missed for like the past 2 years!
Like last year, I used to only text my crush on social media, cause I was too scared to talk to her; but when I left social media, I had to do something to keep the convos going, but I failed not once, but a million times, all because I was addicted to pmo.
I used to pillow hump a lot last year, but I tried a week without a pillow, and I realised I was desensitized. Hoping I get well soon!
It’s tough,but the rewards will surely trump these difficulties. We were born not as animals to waste their time in pmo, but to do something that will help the world become a better place. I wish us all luck to succeed in this important journey of ours.
Peace!

 

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Sure do brother! Hoping to feel great . Uchiha Blood!