become bored of fetish it doesn't do it for me anymore

That's basically the unique function of P stuff : Turn you a brainwashed coomer incapable to think or understand what is being consumed.

That thing of "fetish" is only proved true if it's tested on the real world.

 

Well good. If it is less stimulating than you are less likely to go back to it.

 

Unfortunately, this happened to me many years ago and my addiction materialized in other ways...because porn got incredibly boring. My addiction evolved in to real life scenarios and has put me and my loved ones at risk. It's not uncommon for us addicts to continue seeking out ways to stimulate us...and some of us don't stop at anything.

It's great you are here in this community and have an opportunity to lay your active addiction to rest. I encourage you to leverage an accountability partner, keep updating your daily journal, find other recovery meetings, connect with more people in recovery, and always stay transparent. Those are a handful of things that have been suggested to me that work if I actually take action and utilize them.

Wishing you the best bro!

 

Been there too. I understand. Your analysis of the situation is dead on.

One of the things that helped me was to take more notice of when I was getting bored, and just going through the motions hoping to find something sufficiently stimulating. I could spend literal hours just clicking away on cam sites, just searching, searching...

Once I admitted how much time I was bored, it made me face up to the choice I was making: to continue, or to stop. Turning it off and walking away wasn't easy the first time or two, but it gradually became something I could do - and feel good about doing.

Recognizing the boredom also helped me not start- because I knew how much time is spent in a bored stupor.

Good luck, welcome, wishing you the best!

 

I think this is in the nature of this addiction unfortunately. The Coolidge effect explains some of the reasoning behind why we seek so much novelty.