Though I did not relapse in the first few days, I want to start over again. Day 0 I have a NoFap war game going on. It's about to end. After the war, the thread will be open for 24 hours for people to join. So if you are interested, join the challenge now.
Thanks for the replies, I'll do that and I'll do my best not to get another wet dream again. Day 30 is on the horizon, nothing is going to stop me from getting there.
Day 4/22 I've started to feel slight urges today (kind of like it was at the back of my head) and I feel worried about having a moment again where I just suddenly lose control over myself, like I go into an autopilot towards a relapse. I don't want that to happen, because I know how horrible I felt over my last relapse.
I'm done...I don't think I can't even pass 15 days... I relapsed again and again with the same thing but I learned a thing is never edge it will cause you relapsed.so here we go again. Day 0
I'm glad you are not giving up. I read from a book about addiction that if we keep getting up after a relapse eventually we will beat the addiction. So let's keep going! We will win!
25/12 days, yesterday was harder than usual because of the wet dream I've had + lack of proper sleep, my mind was trying to negotiate with me saying "you've already ejaculated, might aswell enjoy it", but I didn't fail and that's how I was able to make it through yesterday.