NoFap

  1. Welcome to NoFap! We have disabled new forum accounts from being registered for the time being. In the meantime, you can join our weekly accountability groups.
    Dismiss Notice

Back... Again...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Gilbert, Mar 10, 2015.

  1. Mar 10, 2015 #1
    Gilbert

    Gilbert Fapstronaut

    450
    130
    43
    Despite still struggling with masturbation, I've managed to avoid anything pornographic for so long, but I've just viewed it for a second time within the last week/fortnight and I'm so afraid of getting back into it after such a long time and I hate and am disappointed in myself and don't know where to go or who to turn to or how to beat my sexual desires for good arrrggghhhhhh!

    I just have so little hope or trust in myself. I do really feel the need to tell someone in person, whether my brother (who's shared similar long-term difficulties), or my vicar/someone else from church whom I know wouldn't judge, but it's just such a touchy and shameful topic that I don't know if I could bring myself to do it, especially considering my popularity/respect/open dislike of pornography.

    I'm done with being in denial, I have an addiction and cannot control or avoid my lust.

    Please God help me.
     
    Gilbert, Mar 10, 2015
    Gilbert, Mar 10, 2015
    #1
  2. Mar 10, 2015 #2
    KeenEye

    KeenEye Fapstronaut

    231
    116
    43
    Shame and other negativity only get you to do more PMO. It's a cycle of negativity. Focus on something positive and start some small spiritual endeavor (like facing your thoughts or relieving tension from your body and mind) from this day. Also try positive thinking, because I think it's very powerful and you HAVE to be optimistic if you want to govern your mind.
     
    KeenEye, Mar 10, 2015
    KeenEye, Mar 10, 2015
    #2

Share This Page