At the peak of Relapse

Its really difficult to stop something that you knowingly did for 15 years , i have never been in such a weird situation. Well got up today did my chores and slowly arose freaking urges which led me to use that chat app which i used to talk to girls around for sxting and met few of them and talked in a kinky way things were about to take off to next level but somehow i controlled myself and here i am posting this thread i really need some help and i got no one to look upon to or just talk to ,i really cant take this shit anymore i feel like just relapsing just to feel a bit of happiness .

 

Thank you for these kind words but am not able to focus on my studies with these temptations . This reboot has just made me lazy more not able to study at all and i got nothing else to distract myself :/