Arrested

So I don't know where it's best to post this. I simply want to implore anyone and everyone who is having issues with sexual compulsions to seek the right professional help, or accountability buddy, or group support, and engage and persevere with it. Please. I have been using pornography and escorts for too long and have had a tough time finding satisfying relationships. Then after a 20 year search I found the woman for me. I was anxious going in to the relationship because I know I had secrets that would be a barrier to intimacy. But I had been the perfect gentleman with her and just wanted to maintain that image. After all, I thought she was perfect for me, and our whole courtship just seemed so romantic, so exciting. And then a month into this relationship I had longed for for so long, I was arrested due to a history of problematic sexual behaviour. I did not see this coming. And perhaps you won't either. Do not end up like me. Sort yourself out before your problems escalate and land you in legal troubles. You might have a lot of shame and things to work through but you do not want that compounded by legal trouble. Please people. Do not make life as difficult for yourself as I have.

 

I looked at a few adverts briefly, but no, it wasn't that... I was nuts about her. My problematic sexual behaviour was mostly fading into the past. However, I had been oversharing my problems with people a few months prior and I think somebody reported me. The crimes weren't to do with escorts. Seeing an escort is not a crime here in the UK anyway.