Are you ashamed of your fetish?

@FellatiousD
Man u dope. U r a legend.
Stay smiling! Stay Happy!

Now get that hand off ur dick.

 

Come on man!! U WILL BE FINE.

Just had a thought:

BY M, we r wasting vital fluid that took a few Days and lots of calories. So effectively we r wasting the food we eat. As good as Vomiting it out!

Also we r increasing Entropy and reducing the amount of Free(Usable) Energy!! Us humans are a fuckin’ disaster man!

 

No, never.

 

Youl get through that shit , not called traps for nothin , been watching it for 6 months , have been watching girls on cam more recently again, it was difficult to work out , I watched regular stuff for years got bored escalated didn't watch anything else , find myself watching girls in cam again and realising I really have desensitized my brain from this constant pmo abuse , it truly is just an addiction to dopamine and relieving stress , , I watched girls in cam for years and got about the same high I get from trans stuff , not always , it takes manual work though , were other porn it was natural without aid ,
It's like this addiction has you squeezing your dopamine receptors like a wet rag, before you know it you will be bored of it aswell , I'm already watching girls again , thibk it's time to rewire and resensitize my brain and stop being a fukin dopamine feind , I can see it can be done back to the way it used to be, that's wat you get for watching porn everyday for 18 years, someone said to me it's like for years you were smoking weed, now your on crack cocaine ,

, it's literally a matter of stop watching porn for a while , let arousal be natural without touching yourself

I'm at the 6 month mark , that's insane

 

I'm a sadomasochist, have been since I figured out the existance of BDSM at 15. It clicked early. I don't like much of the role play at all, but in my limited experiences recieving and giving pain (consentually) is fantastic. I don't know how to feel about it, even less so because my friends actually attend events and have repeatedly invited me to them, and I have always been on the fence about going because it could be entirely too much for me to handle and I could panic because my sexual experience is very very limited, and I would feel intimidated around people that have such advanced experience levels.

 

The problem is that there is always someone more fucked up then I am, so simply being attracted to women in leather and latex, and liking to spank/be spanked is quickly dwarfed by the demand of people who are into more extreme forms of BDSM, so it is a very slippery slope of quickly accepting and normalizing more and more extreme acts mentally. While my oldest desires would be considered borderline vanilla by most, it quickly progresses to more extreme acts, which are the first to disappear mentally when I stop PMO even for a short time.