I’m dealing with the same thing. I don’t even remember when it started, but it’s just gotten worse and worse. I’ve had to find increasingly more taboo things to watch. As soon as I finish I have no interest in it and am disgusted. So I’m pretty sure it’s porn induced. It’s great to hear this is not permanent, but it’s still going to be difficult. I feel like even without watching the porn, the thoughts are still in my head. I’m really struggling with not letting my thoughts get out of control. Once I start thinking about it for an extended period, I feel like I may as well watch. This is why I failed tonight.
