Anyone suffer from premature ejaculation just by visual stimuli?

I am a guy in my 30s 8”I been on monk mode for 60 days now. No porn, no masturbation ,no wet dreams ,no edging ,no ejaculation ,no touching myself but when I see an attractive guy or anything about him that I like, I get to excited too fast and I feel Iam about to cum on myself. I get hard and can feel that my body is about to have an orgasm. I have to quickly distract myself and take deep breaths so that my semen don’t shoot out into my underwear. Does not matter if I am home or in public. It’s causing anxiety due to I don’t want to embarrass myself. Has this occur to anyone or you going through this?

 

I wish it led me to wet dreams, but that is the problem, I don't get those like I use to years ago. This is becoming annoying. If I want to talk to a dude that is hot, I can't. Imagine me talking to a hot dude and I cum on myself while talking to him. First How in the world I m going to hide my orgasmic expression and two pray to god there is a bathroom nearby to clean up the mess in my underwear. This is pretty annoying.

 

? you lost me

 

I had that ability too, that I can cum at will without touching for years and I think I fucked my self over since I stop dong that couple years ago. God forbid I stare at a hot dude for some good 5 mins, I am screwed. I feel like a fucking kid hitting puberty all over again. Sucks. You know when your ashamed getting hard ons you can't control and you cum on yourself cuz your dick is too sensitive. I feel like I m in that stage all over again. I think this should not be happening when you get into NoFap/ semen retention.

 

Yeah I know what you mean I was able to do the same but I stopped that years ago.

 

well, at times its out of my control if a hot guy shows up in my path, I am watching T.V or surfing the web. I try my best to take my mind off, but since I have not cum in such a long time, once my body gets excited it wants to keep on getting excited, it has a mind of its own and my dick has a goal to cum and I do my best to not to, so far I am a winner but not sure how long I can go on without ejaculating.