Anger

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Kratos_GOW, Sep 18, 2023.

  1. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

    This post i am writing to my stale self. I am angry and I am venting, maybe you can find some truth in this too.


    You have lost your edge, comfortable, skinny, and drive to be the top guy. You have grown accustomed to stale things. You have become comfortable in the same shitty dilemma you spend all day discussing. You are losing the best years of your life right now. You should have been the best version of yourself, but here you are, the stale old bum who can't stick to your goals.
    How many days has it been when you plan to see the morning sunrise and yet you wake up after half the world.
    How many days has it been without sticking to a plan and just going through the motions?
    How many days it has been with your belly sticking out and whenever you decide to do something about it you plan and don't stick to it.?
    How many days of mediocrity do you plan to live on with?

    You have a poster on your wall, 'No matter how hard you get it you keep moving forward", well i see your lazy ass lying down after the first knockout and you haven't gotten back up to this day.
    What so good about this PMO cycle? The variety of women? the angles of the shot? the constant newest supply? Just WHAT?
    Do you think they give a shit about what you want? do they care? NO.

    You have to change, you have to show yourself that you are better than this! This is the fight with yourself, fck your mind and distractions. You need discipline. Get rid of your youtube subscription, that shit is the most distracting thing currently in your life. Stop indulging in devious shit that doesn't matter, you have been stale long enough. You don't get to start from tomorrow, THERE IS NO TOMORROW. Start today, you know the drill, all this is not new to you. Remember the time when you were at your peak? Yeah November 2018, that your peak? Don't you want to surpass it? Don't you feel ANGRY on your self for sticking to the same habits and being the same guy 5 years later? WAKE THE FUCK UP! Its time.!
     
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