After relapsed ...

On my 10th day of NoFap i just couldn't control it and relapsed to prone masturbation so this was what exactly happened there is one girl in my gym that i have huge crush and for few days while workout we glance at eachother (seriously she is very hot) and i was very surprised that a hot chick is noticing me (all thanks to nofap) so on my 10th day she was looking so sexy , for me in my brain my sexual tension was over 9000 man! and i came home and took shower too avoid those thoughts and gone for sleep after dinner but in midnight i started moving my hips unconsciously and after some time i woke up and i didn't stopped there and rubbing my dick on pillow (i was keep thinking about her) and i was really enjoying it , it was so strong feeling not like masturbating and i came after 2-3 mins and quantity of cum was huge seriously huge i almost cummed for 10 sec it was awesome.
Things that i learnt from this experience
1.NoFap is amazing make .
2.Relapsing is not the end just restart it .
3.Don't thing too much about building streaks make small goals .
4.Don't regret after relapsed.
On day 1 after relapsing i felt little bit lazy , no signs of urges , No mental tension.
now reworking on my streak now my target is atleast hit 15 days without orgasm .
And one more thing i don't like porn much i don't use porn much to erect because of my high sex drive i'm doing NoFap just because i want to attract girls and get rid of social anxiety and nofap is for you if you want to get socialise and attract girls i experienced it in just 10 days .

 

At least 1 time a day it goes up if i'm alone in my house , i was not used to masturbate to porn i like to have sex chat with girls online then masturbate to them or just thinking about some girl and fap to them 1 day i just blew out of the this shitty dirty addiction of mine after watching nofap videos on youtube and i took it seriously made a pact i will not masturbate again i failed but this doesn't mean i can't do this i'm starting again .Bro NoFap is amazing and it takes very strong will to stick on to it .
Relapsing is not the end if you have the will to stand up again and fight with your addiction.
and i'm gone fuck that girl soon i will make her my girlfriend xD