Day 05 : 19 march. Don’t know a little excited and happy but exhausted too. Tomorrow got exam and little afraid of it but today getting call from her made me happy. I need to work more hard in myself and getting job. That is the path ahead for me. Now going to sleep putting audiobooks to listening. Hope everything will be alright.
Hey man that sucks to hear. You'll be alright though. I promise you no one is truly ugly unless you have are physically disabled or have a physical deformation. Most people can change themselves completely. Whether its your fashion sense, beard, haircut, body mass, posture, etc. Work on yourself as a person. And don't cry man. Respect yourself. Carry yourself as a respectable person. All love,
Day 33, went out yesterday night. Despite I need to work on my social skills (starting a conversation with unknown people/girls), it went good with nofap, no urges or misuse of social media afterwards etc.
In the past 148 days I have: * PMO'd 9 times but not fully relapsed * MO'd 1 time but not fully relapsed * Averaging 16.44 days on strict PMO nofap * 28 days straight nofap streak so far
relapsed yesterday, but there are nothing to pressure me in this following week, so I think I'll get a strong streak started
Day 5 in the list!! Today I was able to recollect myself , working hard to become better to be myself.
In the past 149 days I have: * PMO'd 9 times but not fully relapsed * MO'd 1 time but not fully relapsed * Averaging 16.6 days on strict PMO nofap * 29 days straight nofap streak so far
Yep here we go got in, the last two days have been so difficult... I have two Days Inn I need to go look read my yellow book of all my fuck ups... Meditation helps a little bit watching my mind just constantly watching my mind helps the most My mind is just on this path doing that and stuff I don't need to imagine in the when I just say no no no and it's like a herding cats back to the thing back they just what we need to do no big deal....
Nice week. Not so much urge work hard and result are : focus, control and better than a day before. Still today was hard day. Felt to watch porn , but havent fed the hijacker demand. It’s a no . I am change and better and will enjoy real relationship with my girlfriend. Till than work hard be successful . Reward comes after sacrifice- hard work.
Day 0 relapsed I made it through 7 1/2 days. That’s the longest I’ve ever gone. I’m going to keep pushing it. I really want to change. I’m not sure what even happened to make me relapse. I know I can make 7 days that means I can make it much more. I hope everyone is doing well and fighting through this!