Just right now i shut down my computer to literally lie down and masturbate. As if i was on some autopilot. I was doing some music and then bam! I just got an instinct and prepared for it. And then i remembered this forum and right now it's really tough and i do truly somehow feel alone in this. These urges are driving me fucking crazy. I am horny every single day. Like i am really sensitive and can easily get it up. These last nights sleep has been hard. Because of my horniness. Now i am asking for some help, motivation. Please help... Any help is appreciated. I am seriously desperate right now i hope you can guide me this is the farthest i've ever come and now i want to "reward" myself. Damn it...
21 days, bravo. Try to remember where you were before you started this journey....and how you felt after a relapse...porn doesn't gives you anything...and masturbation is false pain relief! After, you will feel like a failure, a no-man... But you are not! You are in charge of your life and you are a great man, just cos you know your weakness and you pretend to fight and win. And, bro, you are already winning! Stay clean! Keep strong
Calm down and relax. Its all about mentality. Think about how far you have come and the disappointment you would feel if you were to relapse. Focus your mind and energy elsewhere, but first go to a quiet place and listen to some peaceful music to clear your mind. Also cold showers do work.
I had those moments. And when I did I posted here only to see I was too impatient to wait for a reply (are you fapping now?). Later on that day, or the following morning, I thought that I can't really ask for help from other people if I don't see value in my streak myself. So, all you'll get from this thread is this sort of "be strong", "be calm", "get your mind busy", but I think you should sit and think again why are you doing this. Last urge I got, I retrieved this post from my reddit account (may not be much motivational for you but for me is):
by the way, I completed 40 days of hard mode today but I'm not celebrating. I know what "celebrating" leads too. Stay strong fapstronaut!
