A year later.. 18 year old NoFap

Thanks all of you! And good luck guys. I recently have messed up, this is going to sound kinda crazy but one of my I guess "fetishes" have always been sending nudes. I dont know why. So I have some girls on snapchat on a seperate account that I use to always send to, throughout all the year on NoFap I didnt mess with the account. The other I opened the account, and damn if it wasnt the worst mistake. I started rubbing one and basically edged but stopped myself. Now im hooked on the account again, and tonight was SO close to letting it go but I held back. A litte bit came out just like naturally but didnt actually cum. What would you guysconsider this? Did I blow it? Ihavent watched any porn but girls do send stuff sometimes.
The crazy thing is I could care less about fapping, but for some reason im back hooked on the damn nudes. It had always been my weakness but I stopped it. I guess my dopamine spiked when I did it the other day and now associate with nudes and crave the dopamine?

 

Yeah I honestly was so close tonight but if I stay off the account ill be fine.
Debating if nofap is even worth it, sure I feel good and all but damn i'm only 18 I wanna have fun hahah.

 

Welp heres the results from my screw up - before I had good control over boners and pretty much never got them. Now ive lost control and get atleast one a day. I dont really feel too different mentally, still feel like a boss but still pissed at myself for being stupid enough to mess up like that. Havent had a wet dream since or thought about fapping since the edge.