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A wierd accountability partner

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Lost_knight_returning, Aug 14, 2015.

  1. Lost_knight_returning

    Lost_knight_returning Fapstronaut

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    Hi everyone. This thread is about my accountability partner. She's not here on nofap. She's my neighbour. A cute girl on whose name i fapped for years. But a week before i confessed all to her. How?? I also don't know.
    We were chatting on fab one night and i started picking up line on her. During a truth and dare game i asked all from her- that does she watches porn? or masturbates? or feels horny? and all answers were "no"- all the questions intended to flirt. But i don't know how suddenly this struck my mind .... these are the exact things that came to my mind. "Hell, here you are, with your pmo damaged mind controlling you and you want to spoil this pure human also. Heck leave human she's a girl, she deserves love, care, and respect not your pervertness. More over she's your neighbour and the way you are asking these things to her??!! ..... wait this is the time beat your brain kill it".
    And i confessed all to her that - i watched porn, fapped and also told her that i fapped on her name. Her reply shocked me, i thought she would be extremely mad at me but she said - " You are growing up, and these things will happen but you should control yourself and not get indulged in all this." :eek: man... this girl was consolidating me even when i told her that i fapped on her name..:eek::eek: . Then i told her that i've joined nofap and i am trying to leave all this. She was very happy and praised me for my efforts.

    Next day :- I had decided this from last night. I would ask her to be my accountability partner. She was my weakness and now she will be my strength. I asked her to be my accountability partner for nofap's joutney. :) She readily agreed. I cleared out the toughness and weirdness of this partnership as she has never been into this world of erotics... then what she said made me ...man totally ....MELT.... she replied(her exact words) "If it is bout ur improvmnt. Swthrt m ready for it" . o_O ..
    ok from then she started helping me in it. I have quite improved an watch very less porn because when you know someone is believing on you then your performance increases. Yes i have had relapses from then but only two which is quite an improvement for me. Earlier I would have been binged for anther week after a relapse and then two days clean and again a week all this you can see in my counter.
    I had this habit from years and its not gonna go in days or weeks . Yes, before nofap also i've been trying to leave all this but nofap and a partner like her.... it's totally different. I know now that i will leave pmo forever very soon.
    ps- I've lapsed just now, in three days, but you know what i am not gonna re-lapse. I AM NOT GONNA LOSE!!;):)
     
    Last edited: Aug 14, 2015

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