I have been addicted to pornography and masturbating since I was a young teen (I am now in my mid 30s). Over the past 10 plus years this has grown into a nightmare (Sometimes watching porn/masturbating for up to 12hrs). In that time I have isolated myself from all healthy relationships and as a result I now suffer from SEVERE Erectile Dysfunction and can only get a semi-erection by physical stimulation while watching porn. As a result of this I feel depressed and ''less of a man''. I have MANY opportunities for real lasting relationships with women but I avoid it at all costs as I think to myself ''how can I pursue a relationship when I am a slave to porn/masturbating and cannot even get an erection?''. I honestly cannot even remember the last time I had a natural erection or even had a wet dream. To cut a long story short I have realised that I need to make a LASTING CHANGE in my life and completely STOP pornography/masturbating and REBOOT for good! I am a bible-believing Christian and with hard work, the grace of God, I believe I can reverse the damage to my mind and body and God willing pursue a healthy relationship that will lead to a wife and a healthy Godly marriage. All I can do is try my best, lean on the Lord for help and step out in faith. I have joined my local gym/pool and plan to also get physically fit while at the same time improving my diet. If YOU want to see good results in your life, YOU need to make changes and put in the hard work. Time goes by quickly so WORK HARD NOW to BECOME THE BETTER YOU God bless
