A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 17, I honestly did'nt think I'd make it this far. I 've been okay until last night. I started an image search for the usual crap I looked at but thank god for a slow connection because the urge faded quickly and i shut off the phone and left it in another room. My first thought this morning as I looked at my wife was"you did'nt let her down last night, good job" Onward

 

On day 10 today!

 

Do you mean by 'changing' that they get brighter?

 

Hello. I am in. My first goal is 3 days without porn.

 

Thanks. I´ll do.

 

Never drank energy drinks in my life, but thanks for the advice.

Yeah, it's kind of tiresome but you do get used to it if you see the bigger picture.

 

I'm kinda starting to feel it already? Of course it's nowhere near its maximum effect, and the main thing the urges still make me feel is ashamed, but I totally see what you mean. The urges are starting to push me to talk to girls more, and give me that confidence.
This whole process has actually given me a whole new perspective on the phrase "raw sexual confidence" or whatever some people use to describe alphas. It's really interesting that a lot of that sexual confidence comes from them "channeling their urges" into confidence, rather than cowardice. Thinking about it now I've come to the conclusion that there's absolutely nothing wrong with urges, it being wrong or right is dependent on how you act upon them. Men and boys both feel them (arguably the same way), the difference between them is how they act upon them.

 

Did my day 5 and day 6 begins.

 

Just thought I'd drop this.

 

Thank you for your support! 5 more days and I will also break my record longest streak of 14 days, that was about 2 months ago, after I broke that one I binged for a while. This time I can really see the benefits and the bad things that come with going back to that lifestyle. I am committed.

 

Had a pretty normal day, but at the moment the urges are hitting me hard. One part of me wants to listen to them, one doesn’t.

3/7 btw.

 

I survived this day and I’m going to sleep so I’m safe at the moment.

I was thinking that sometimes you just need to get yourself together and keep on going. Self-pity won’t help you. I mean: I have the opportunity to change my life and to get rid of PMO. I just need to focus and push forward for like 90 days, then it will be easier. When I say it like this, it’s seems within reach. It won’t be easy, but it is.

 

Good job. Thanks for sharing your success!