i wish there were a place i could go to and not feel like a disappointment to everyone i know. I feel like disappearing. I've hurt a lot of people trying to get close to them and it took a toll. It kills me to be this useless and dumb. i've got no one i can talk to. noone i can share thing about how i feel and how dead i am from inside. i wish i were better at keeping relations.
You got us here. Still, I recommend trying to get real life friends as well. Friendships and relationships are hard and can cause frustration.