Chinese, 26, PhD student, studying abroad, posting here in Berlin Someone might be wondering, why are you, having such fantastic potential in your life, addicted to porn? Well, the fact is, I am. Actually, I have tried to drop this shameful habit many times. Once I even quit it for more than 3 months, but again, I fell, so deeply and desperately. The worst period was after I broke up with my ex-girlfriend, my flatmate. I felt lonely every minute and live at a loose end. Therefore, I decided to join the NoFap community, where I may find plenty of peers who had the same experience as me. Though having failed thousands of times, I have a lot of valuable knowledge from Chinese traditional medicine and philosophy to share. The most essential thing is, I want to make friends here, online or offline, so that I won't feel lonely on my way towards success. By the way, as a Chinese who received years of exam-oriented language training, I am not a balanced English learner, which means my writing and speaking skill is far from satisfactory. I am here to practice my writing on a daily basis, too. For any mistakes I make, I hope you don't mind.