A challenge of 30 days , anyone wants to join?

so 30 days today cheated on day 24 watched p and edged for a couple of minutes but didnt o
felt a bit shitty for doing that which mad my urges come back hard and made the last week harder then all of the first 24 days but still didnt destroy all the progress next step is to reach 90 thank you i dont know if i would have been this dedicated without this fourm

 

I'm half way through! Doing pretty good, definitely have been greeted by some triggers and tempted by some p-subs, but proud to say that I haven't spent more than a few seconds on each. Like... Jeez, I've tried so many things over the past few years, religious 12 step programs, FtND, accountability partners. Some success in each, but I've never felt like myself doing any of those. Just being here, knowing that someone, anyone really, can see my progress, and knowing that they are somewhere along this journey too, that knowledge motivates me, there's no judgement, just a community. Maybe I'm over idealizing it, but I feel like myself, and keeping a journal and having a safe space here means so much to me. I haven't been able to last longer than a week in over 6 months, and here I am with 15 days! Hell yeah I'm going to celebrate it!

 

Just checking in with 22 days, hope you guys are doing well! I think I may have just started to flatline. It is WEIRD! Sometimes I'm like... I think I should be reacting down there but nothing! (No complaints, it's just different lol).

 

Relapsed.
Feel awful

 

We've all been there.

 

All is not lost, I'm sure you've learned, or can learn from this experience as to your strengths or weaknesses. Even if it is a small reminder. Just get back on the saddle, and maybe try to give yourself a lil pep talk. Your mind is probably going to try to get you down, may as well try to counter that. Best wishes!

 

30 days tomorrow friends! It's been rocky, but I'm making it!

 

Congratulations, you've managed to get a step closer to being clean. Hopefully I can make it to 30 days too.

 

Relapsed yesterday after 15 days.

I am hereby committing to a full 30 days.

Feeling confident.

 

Yes why not
The first day : 30 Juli 8:00

 

Yes let's do it man

 

Day 1

 

i'm in

 

Hi together,
I was abstinent three weeks (including two weeks holiday with friends). It was a long time ago that I had such a long time of abstinence. But then last Wednesday I relapsed again.

 

I'm almost in the middle of the counting to 30, still I'm in.

 

Day 9 here!

 

HOLA , YO LLEVO 2 DÍAS, AQUÍ ESTARÉ CONTANDO MI DÍA A DÍA, 2/30

 

También estoy en el día 4

 

I'm back, let's do this.

 

i am also new to NF. I like to join this challenge and i'll try my best to complete this challenge.