90 days challenge after a 2 year relationship

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by christopherrobin, Jul 13, 2022.

  1. christopherrobin

    christopherrobin Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys,

    I'm back here after a two year relationship that ended last friday.
    I already did 90 days without ejaculation in 2019, only looking at porn sometimes wich I DO NOT recommend. However this experience really changed my life for the better. My self-consciousness went through the roof, also my motivation.
    After almost a week of MPO, I feel like a weak piece of ... again. I feel scared in the presence of large groups of people and uncomfortable having eye contact. I tried not to do it, but tbh without this community it's not easy; that's why I want to thank everyone that's here.
    So wish me luck on my journey.
    I'm looking forward to the exsess life energy that I will have again so I can transform it and build my self and my reality :)

    Stay strong everybody✌️
     
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  2. from2003

    from2003 Fapstronaut

    Bro, congratulations first of all for ur comeback and i know that u can break ur own streaks figures and bro can i know why you broke the relationship ?
     
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  3. christopherrobin

    christopherrobin Fapstronaut

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    it was because I didn't love her anymore. I tried to for several months, so it wasn't a spontaneous thing, but I am still sorry for her, she deserves better.