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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by painless_band-aid, Mar 19, 2019.
Feeling urges. Nipping them in the bud, not allowing fantasizing.
Day 0/90. Keep going. Summer is killing me.
I have watched Seinfeld "The abstinence" which is about George who is a little bit stupid character in the show can't have sex with his girlfriend who has the mono for 6 weeks. So George decides to wait until the disease past and after 6 weeks, he becomes a really clever person! If you want motivation and laugh, you have to watch the episode!!
I'be been doing well, not fantasizing. Feeling weird because this is new territory for me.
17/90 Days. Feelin pretty good.
Day 1/90. Tough journey. Hard to resist the urge. I can do it.
Feeling vulnerable. Gonna eat something and go walk at the park. It's not worth slipping up!
29 days, nearly 0ne third of this challenge. I will be checking out for a few days as I am going on a business trip.
Reflecting on a party I was at at the weekend. Realising that I was connecting well with people because I was willing to be vulnerable and imperfect and 'as I am', rather than wearing a mask of 'who I think you'll like'. Seems this invites people to meet me 'as they are' too, and that's priceless. I think we each carry our own load of loneliness. Porn for me was always a source of extra shame, something else to hide. I feel that burden lift each day and transform into awareness and compassion. I am worthy of deep intimacy and mutual care. And so are you.
Three weeks down!! Woo hoo!!
Starting to notice some benefits. Mainly, having better social interactions with people.
I have the day off work. It's up to me, slip into old pathetic patterns. Or build on my nofap success and get some shit accomplished.
I was ashamed by myself because i was easly manipulated by my mind. I need to calm down and focus on my path.
Day 0/7. Still here.
34 days. Trip went well, no temptations