Always Remember this: Semen is the highest and most precious substance that the human body can create. It takes tremendous amounts of energy to produce. It takes the best nutrients that you have in your blood, in your marrow, it contains your DNA.. it takes the best of everything in your body. Waste it - and you waste yourself. Save it, absorb it, and you will give birth to a completely new (holy) version of yourself. You will leave your coccoon.. You will no longer crawl. You will fly. Your new self will take your mind and your heart to levels you've never had access to before. To feelings, thoughts, people (women), ´coincidences´, situations and places you've never experienced before.. or even thought were possible. But it is possible. It's all there waiting for you. Do not identify yourself with your ´problem´. That's not you. It's your false self. Identify with the real you. You're a pure being on your way home to where you belong. Life on earth is short. “Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one” - Bruce Lee You have that strength within you. JUST DO IT. NOW!
Day 7/90. Been a tough emotionally draining week, hoping this week won’t be as tough but I’m prepared. Gotta remember I can only control one day at a time.
0/90 2nd time I've had a relapse trying to do this challenge -- was tired, got urges, and PMO'd instead of sleeping. Gonna pick myself up and take it one step at a time. Through two weeks first, and then hopefully the rest of the ninety days.
Hi friends, back with you again. Was on my longest streak ever but I just slipped up. What got my attention was after the first slip-up I had a second one real quick after that. I don't want to fall back into a major relapse, so signing up for the 90-day to get right back on track. Day 0.
After 26 days of no porn and 2xs M I pmo'd . Actually the M alone was a reset but it feels dirtier with porn. That's what happens when I put something in front of my recovery. Starting over.