Day 65 One Day at the Time.. Step by step. I see each 5 days as a checkpoint. My next big goal is 70 days. But it takes one day at the time, one hour at the time to get there.
Day 11 Sex was already so much better yesterday when I don't M and O on my own. Porn is completely out of the picture! Go guys! You can!
Don't be disappointed at 20 days! Remember when NONE of us could go more than 3 or 4? Celebrate your victory!
Day 45 / 90! This is where I ended my streak last time. I am now officially in uncharted waters on my way to 90. Thank you for being here, every one! Keep good company. Be sure you have chances to speak freely with those who you can't vent to, and be yourself with. Put yourself around those who support you and want the best for you.
Still on track, day 19 .. but with headache from hell, maybe it's a sideeffect. Feeling that I am more confident among other people now.
Day 4 done. Need to rise up from the ashes. Need to stop being my own arsonist. Trial by fire, so be it. Fire took my life away from me, fire will heal me too. I am just insecure that if I don't engage in MO, then I may end up contracting prostrate cancer, as certain modern studies show. But then, if I do engage in PMO, it is one quick, lightning fast ride to the deepest, darkest circles of hell. One that even Dante did not visit. This is the primary tension in my mind, the fear of contracting cancer 10-20-30 years down the line is what seems to tricking me to relapse. Any word of advice from anyone, would be greatly appreciated. Let's not fight this disease. Let's not win this. Let's simply peace this. Yes, let's peace this.
Day 12 RIP Gary Wilson - the author of Your Brain On Porn and amazing TED Talks on the effects of porn and a lot of research! Watch it if you haven't already!
On day 1 today. Feeling strong urges, but being on these forums feels better. When I feel urges, I take a walk, come on these forums, read about harmful effects of porn addiction. I might ruin my life, if I don't come out of it.