Day 17/90. Had a good day yesterday. I think I had one or two temptation moments. Often it's when things are not going the way I want and my way of "fixing" it is to think about using porn.
Day 23 ✔. Remaining days : 67 days. One thing about the importance of my nofap journey is "give it what it takes".treat your nofap streak as an end in itself .
Back on the horse, man. Relapse is part of the process. The time you've done so far isn't null because of a relapse.
Relapse. After a 4 day stretch. Looking back I can see the silent and major triggers. I can and will do this. 0/90. No Porn. No nudes. No masturbating. No orgasm. Let's do this!
Day 39! Man I feel great! Haven't gotten any urges for a long time and when I do, it seems to just come and go like that. I've been making a conscious effort to block out lustful thoughts and it's served me well these past few days. I've just been focusing on working on myself and laser focusing on my goals and it's been very fulfilling. Wish you all the best. Stay strong! We're all in this thing together, aim for one more day and keep the end goal in mind which is to beat this addiction.
Day 10/90. Feeling pretty good already. Exhausting day but got through it. Looking forward to sleeping tonight.
Day 30! Feels real good! I have also been chatting and talking on the phone for a week with a girl I met online and I really think we are making a connection. I find her really sexy and attractive, but I feel myself that I don't like her just for that. I actually really enjoy talking to her and feel like I want her in my life not just in my bed More than a year here with no actual porn, 1 full 90 day streak and multiple shorter streaks. Progress is real believe me guys. It's not about a specific number 90, 100 or whatever - it's about the path to improvement that never ends Stay on it long enough and your problems with this will be fixed and you will change for the better! Have a nice day everyone
Day 2/90 completed No urges. Was very active the whole day. Emotionally stable i Went to a job interview and i impressed my new boss hah. Honestly Day 2 was one of the best day i had i a long time.
Day 11 didnt check in yesterday Today was the hardest day yet, qurantin is wearing me down. I miss meeting my frinds and i feel a longing for a real patner. The lonlyness was (and still is) the biggest factor that drives me to porn. I know that this i will not let myself break
Day 90/90! It has got easier since the half way point. It has taken a few goes to get to this point. I think that having something else to focus on helps. I became quite interested in the methods of Wim Hof (cold showers etc.) half way through which gave me second wind! I have also planned my time on the internet. It's such an amazing tool but it can take you all over the place. The more time I spend on it the worse I begin to feel and coupled with what is available online is a perfect storm. So recently I've tried to wait until the afternoon before I go on the internet for non work stuff. I don't always manage it but it certainly helps. I aim to have a cut off point when I finish and a list of things I want to get done on there. I'm certainly going to keep going. It would be interesting to see how I felt watching porn now but based on past experiences it often tempts me back into its grasp! I want to now think of the goals I have and trying to achieve those as well as getting rid of things which have a negative effect. I have really enjoyed reading everybody's experiences on here. The forum has been tremendous for me.