Day 20! Starting to feel really good again - up to the point that I am not thinking about porn issues at all. When you start interacting with real women more and spend less time looking at social media and fake images online it really makes you feel better, more normal and actually connected to the real world! My online yoga teacher - I find her short story really inspiring and authentic. I cold not have said it better bro!
Day 1, I have been returning to pron so mutch that it dosent even feel "wrong" anymore, but somthing inside me knows that quitting will probbly be the beast thing i could do for myself. Anyway, i have been traing to quit for about 6 years, (am 20 now), so don't kive up lads! We will make it out
Joining this challenge now. The last time I made it to 90 days, I was far more the person I wanted to be and not this self-seeking, dopamine obsessed lower-lifeform. 90 days is perfectly achievable for me again. On this journey again once more after all this madness and insanity.
Close call for day 0. Clicked a porn handle and almost opened a video. But I left at the last minute, though I could see the images. Does it count? As win or relapse?? Day 0 complete, I guess. Day 1 in progress. No more internet after 11pm.
Had some strong urges today but so far remained clean. If I make it 12 more hours I'll have 3 days. Since I relapsed 3 days ago my eating has gone to hell. I've been eating to numb myself. Need to get right in all areas again. One day at a time. I've been consistent with the cold showers, pranayama / meditation and workouts thank God. One day at a time.
Day 21 - I like that number! I see less and less people every day between my posts - sad to see, but let that be motivation for all you still here! This is hard but you are strong! Stick with it!