hey ya'll, another happy day(but busy) for me! no urge, nothing, which is best news, right? keep going bros( and sis!) we are doing it. yeahhhh boyeeeeee
Day 8 of 90 90 seems like a long ways away, but I am sure it will be here, I have the strength to get there. Well yesterday was a not so good day, my wife has decided to go ahead with the divorce going to the lawyer today to get the papers drawn up. So soon I will have to battle on two fronts of my life, to get to a better life, unfortunately with out her by my side, so my battle to stay away from PMO might get harder as I will be by myself, her not at my side. But I can blame no one but myself for this. I keep offering for her to seek help, she has spoke with no one about this keeping it all inside of her. So I will start looking this weekend for a place to move too, and start living a life by myself, a life I do not want, but will have to deal with. I feel depressed and withdrawn, this sucks, that I let something take control of my life and ruin it, I do not deserve her in my life, she can have someone who will be so much better for her then I was. * 62 days free
Stay strong man. You're not alone, this time would pass. Things would be fine eventually. Sorry about your divorce.
Day 42 , the Internet use for recreation is slowly trying to get hold of me! I will not make the same mistake again! Hence, i promise to myself that i won't use the Internet for recreation till i reach 90 days!
I'm at day 5, I struggled hard enough to get there so I will stay on that day if it's all the same to you