[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.

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  1. sknnyjns

    sknnyjns Fapstronaut

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    Day 4 Completed.
    Feeling good, just need to keep going.
     
    RyukJr, Majik, Homo Deus and 2 others like this.
  2. Saitama999

    Saitama999 Fapstronaut

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    Day 8 /90
    1 week completed
    Reading your messages makes me feel that i am not alone
    Urges are increasing but i dont want to break this streak
    This time i will reach day 90
    Thanks for your support
     
    thefishman, RyukJr, Majik and 5 others like this.
  3. Dogsong7

    Dogsong7 Fapstronaut

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    Day 6 check in

    It was difficult today but still going strong!
     
  4. Jonnybjones98

    Jonnybjones98 Fapstronaut

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    22/90 no giving up or giving in!! I will succeed. You will succeed we can’t give up or give in
     
    Majik, sknnyjns, Saitama999 and 3 others like this.
  5. yeenyeenyeen

    yeenyeenyeen Fapstronaut

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  6. Jane elise

    Jane elise Fapstronaut

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    Yes .thanks
     
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  7. Jane elise

    Jane elise Fapstronaut

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  8. Anew2019

    Anew2019 Fapstronaut

    3 days no PMO
    4 days less sugar.
    9 days no alcohol. 1 14 day streak.
    47 days no Facebook.
    Prayed my chaplet.

    I am loved and acceptable. I do not need to do extraordinary things to get attention from myfamily. There is nothing I can do to get their attention. It is futile. The attention I get from women in porn is not real. I can get attention from God, Mary, my guardian angel, my favourite saints, my friends. I never felt seen in my house growing up. I was a burden. No one ever told me that, but I got the hint.

    Seams I was looking for a mother in porn. I could pretend these women saw me and cared for me. That they believed in me. I did not sense that anyone believed in me growing up. I don't remember ever being patted on the shoulder. I don't ever remember being encouraged. I don't remember being helped with anything. I was on my own and just got in serious trouble when I did not do a good job. The only tenderness I experienced was in porn. Reading the book called "The Emotionally Absent Mother" by Jasmin Lee Cori. Reading through the messages one should receive from their mother gives me very similar feelings to what porn gives me. "I am glad that you are here", "I see you", *you can rest in me" just to name a few from this book. I never connected with my mother. She was too far gone. Still is. I went through a major surgery 9 years ago and I was trying to get some consolation from her. I did not even get a bit. No tenderness. No empathy. I never sensed anything at all from her. Just distance. She is so far away. She rejected me. Porn did not. It was always there for me. It was a fake friend. Perhaps I should be grateful. Maybe it kept me from killing myself. The only consolation I had. No one cared. It is time to move on now. I am connecting with real people now. I don't need porn anymore. Its time to say goodbye.
     
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  9. aragorn1

    aragorn1 Fapstronaut

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  10. Chrisk

    Chrisk Fapstronaut

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  11. bakes

    bakes Fapstronaut

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  12. hytrix

    hytrix Fapstronaut

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    16/90
    BIG urges....
     
    aragorn1, bakes, Majik and 2 others like this.
  13. RyukJr

    RyukJr Fapstronaut

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    Day 7of90
    We made it too one week happy haven't had to many urges today
     
  14. antn

    antn Fapstronaut

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    Day 5/90. Feeling a bit restless about the whole thing. Instead of channeling this energy into something positive, I'm procrastinating like hell and feeling anxious..
     
  15. and I am resetting my counter.. was high last night and couldnt stand the urge..
     
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  16. Harrylucid

    Harrylucid Fapstronaut

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    Day 64 say 8^2
    One day at a time and one urge at a time.
    All the best guys.
    Have a good day ahead!
     
    antn, Majik, Chrisk and 2 others like this.
  17. Homo Deus

    Homo Deus Distinguished Fapstronaut

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  18. lwfsinta

    lwfsinta Fapstronaut

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  19. testwarz

    testwarz Fapstronaut

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    I like it! I also look for some arithmetic significance to my streak just to make the achievement feel special :cool:
     
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