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  1. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut

    yep, that´s a common error. i see that i´m my past behaviour and the behaviour of other fapstronauts. the mind may say it´s a test by watching nudes, but it´s not, it´s still the old addicted mind playing tricks. it´s seduzing you to watch and then trap you in a corner.
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  2. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut

    you made it bro!!! how do you feel? :)
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  3. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut

    yeah, usually when all seems fine, maybe it´s just the flatline talking. watch out.

    i think only when we feel sexual aliveness but have no desire to PMO that´s a solid proof that the reboot is working :)
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  4. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut

    good coincidence Fredi. i abstained from alcohol in the first 40 days of this streak. now i only drink in my normal pattern: at weekends in the meals - 1 dose (beer or wine).
    my brain is healing because this quantity doesn´t makes me dizzy while in heavy PMO days if i drank 1 beer i immediatly felt foggy.

    however i feel that even a small quantity of alcohol drops the willpower significantly, if you recall one of my late posts where i was talking about peaking and then in the final moment i searched for hip-hop. my hesitation was after a glass of wine. So if 1 dose of wine can make me hesitant, imagine 2....

    i write it down on my mobile: only 1 dose, at meals. this does not means that i will never get drunk party, but in the present moment of my life, in the reboot, no. it´s extremely dangerous.
    plus excessive alcohol prevents the brain from rewiring since alcohol messes up with the dopamine circuits.

    my advice is: a quantity yes, but small, and never in empty stomach.
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  5. Captain Anurag

    Captain Anurag Fapstronaut

    Day 8/90
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  6. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut


    good day today, some erotic thoughts pop up that caught me for some seconds, but i snap out of it. i remind myself: the fantasy´s, the desires, the lust, is still part of the sickness.
  7. Starboii

    Starboii Fapstronaut

    Day 90 13.05.2019
    I know it`s a long text, I would really appreciate if you read it. If you`re not interested, it`s also ok. I know how hard it is to read a long message xD
    90 days without PMO. Puh, I`m uh a bit happy! But only a bit. Ok, where should I start...
    At first, I feel very better then masturbating or looking at porn. I am focused, got more energy, got more self-confidence. I mean, I play really much guitar in last time. Earlier it was just only one or two times a week and that in my music school. Today, I play it often. I try to at least everyday for minimum 5 min. or 5 time per week.
    I finally 'cleaned' my life, for example I choose those hobbies that I want, I filtered my friends into real friends or fake 'friends' and I changed my nutrition into a healthier way then earlier. Less fast food, more rice or something. Or I tried new stuff: new music (lofi), be more social active with friends, try a new sport, buying stuff where I earlier ,where I watched active porn, thought: "DUDE the fuck you doing? No matter that you`re still a virgin!". Yep, earlier that hurted me to hear that (still a bit). But now I think, we got other problems we should care more. Of course there are sometimes/often thoughts like "No matter that others think you`re weird" or "still single, you flannel". But I`m waiting for the right one. One where I know I can live with her forever! Hoping I will find her soon...
    And yep, I still got sometimes those feelings that I need other opinions, for example: I bought the last days an Anime-figure in an online shop. I never had such a thing and I just want one, because I like animes. So if I would tell this to some of my 'friends', they would probably say: "You're joking, or?? What a weeb/otaku/nerd/loser/whatever!". I just don't want to hear at others and most important I dont want to make thoughts about what others could thinking about me! I just want to be me. I just want to go my way. I just want to give a fuck what others thinking about me!
    Unfortunately, sometimes in those 90 days, I looked at some half-naked girls, I'm sorry I couldn`t make it real clean. There was also one day (it was really late, 2 or 3am in the morning) where I looked a lesbian sex scene. But thank god I didn`t masturbated! I just watched it, was a bit excited, then went sleep. Even writing about this makes me a bit horny. Oh dear....
    Alright, what can I say next? 90 days... it`s only a number. At first I thought if I would beat this challenge, I will be the next super-killer-machine ever, who gots a girlfriend, friendship, everything! Yup, no. Like I said it`s only a number, and in those days you should do something in your life to avoid fapping! That`s the sense of NoFap!! To build up yourself to a better person! But I must say the day-counter was a BIG help and motivation for me.
    Maybe I beat this challenge, but my journey is not over! I will still fight against porn AND against those urges. One day, I, we will stay on the top, look back what we did and are proud of us. And if I can do this, you can do this definitely! Remember the beginning is the hardest way, keep fighting!! I believe in you : D
    You're still reading? Wow, incredible. Never thought that someone is interested to this...
    Alright, I guess I wrote enough, and if my English is too bad, well fuck you. As I told to myself I don`t care what others are thinking about me ; )
    (At least I`m trying it) ^^
    Last edited: May 13, 2019
  8. Starboii

    Starboii Fapstronaut

    Great!! Thanks for asking ^^ Glad that I did it so far
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  9. Elcamino

    Elcamino Fapstronaut

    day 76..through ups and downs, keep with the healthy habits that make you become your best self
  10. Titu

    Titu Fapstronaut

  11. My Best self

    My Best self Fapstronaut

  12. Fredi-the

    Fredi-the Fapstronaut

    Thanks buddy. Excellent advice as usual.
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  13. Fredi-the

    Fredi-the Fapstronaut

    Awesome advice. Thanks. I love tea but only decaffeinated now.
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  14. UnrestrictedCanine

    UnrestrictedCanine Fapstronaut

    Day 0 - finally time to take this seriously
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  15. ujing

    ujing Fapstronaut

    Day 62 gone...28 more to go
  16. Homo Deus

    Homo Deus Distinguished Fapstronaut

    Day 6 - I feel better than a few days ago. I have trouble sleeping like always, but I have more energy. I think this streak will be long.
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  17. Lawliet129

    Lawliet129 Fapstronaut

    Late update 52/90
  18. casablanca7

    casablanca7 Fapstronaut


    Feeling good, ready for another successful week.
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  19. Spartan Warrior

    Spartan Warrior Fapstronaut

  20. Srisurya

    Srisurya Fapstronaut

    Day 16/90 checking in.
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