9 days in to 120 day goal, random fantasies turning toward my wife, thank God!

I'm very early on, but I feel I've hit the increased sex drive point that I know is often followed by a lull. For now I've been good, focused better at work, not watching porn, but today I feel like I am noticing the attention women at work pay me a bit more (mind you I'm married so I cannot do anything about it even if fishing the company pond wasn't a recipe for disaster) and I am feeling more, not less, urges toward them today, I keep reminding myself that I'm doing this for my marriage and to give my wife the devotion she deserves, and I suspect I'll be less of a man slut in my head the further I get into this thing and clense my mind of porn's fraudulent version of human sexuality.

One positive thing, while I was watching TV last night when I noticed hot women in this scene or that scene of a very non-racey tv show, I repeatedly had that nearly instantaneous sexual vision in my head that often follows seeing a hot woman(at least for me), but this time the images were of my wife and I, not the woman on TV, I'll definately take random hot women making me want to have sex with my wife over random hot women making me want to have sex with random hot women, not exactly the total devotion to my wife I want my brain to have but an improvement none the less. So horray for the beginning of my brain reboot.... now if I just didn't think women were flirting with me who almost certainly aren't so I could focus on work today and not think about them. Thanks for listening and for all your posts, you've been and I'm sure will continue to be a huge encouragement. Now back to work...