Just hit 8 weeks yesterday(monday). While i am proud of myself..i feel so gloomy. Felt pretty good last week but now its gone. I feel so bored with nofap. I dont want to go back to the old ways..but what is this? The weeks just go by so quick i cant even keep track. I am trying to not think of anything sexual and have been for 8 weeks. If i begin to think of sexual things I just ignore and think of something else? How am i supposed to know when i am healed if i ignore the sexual thought. ?? I feel so bored with nofap now. Not even 12 weeks in.
You are growing like a tortoise. Don't fall into the act of doing a sin -feeling guilt .you are now in a beautiful mode of bliss.keep this work.
Life. It's not all fun, fantasy, and hey it's not so peachy all the time. Find something deeper to lean on like spirituality or a purpose is my advice. Surely not fapping can be energy to do just that. Brother if destroying your life with PMO sounds like fun to you I just have to warn of something called a rude awakening and it's not like you won't have one at some point if you just keep fapping. I mean I think my dad thinks like he will never overcome fapping. He hasn't outright told me, but he told me of going to meetings and therapy for years for his sexual compulsion problems. I have this feeling he just accepts living with this vice until he is gone. I for one can't go on like that. If I think I can go back to using I'm lying to myself and that's a fake and selfish way to waste my time on this planet.
My goal is to get those nut hanging middle school boners lol. I feel like i need to m for a long time before i even get a wood. What is that?
The next step is to be filled with Divine consciousness. God invented anything and everything that inspires and is fascinating. Ergo, it is impossible for God to be boring, although a fallen world seems to want to make him so. You'll find that God doesn't play the world's game.
Depending how bad the fapping was, it may take time for the abused nerve endings to regain sensitivity. Be patient. In the mean time there are holes of time to fill where you no longer have pmo as a buffer. Those holes will fill in with other activities. Spend more time on grooming and personal care, listen to music. Maybe it's time to revisit that project that you once thought was impossible. This is the real you, not the dude beating his meat in front of a machine.
Nor does Buddha. The next step? Buddy I think people have to choose to enter Divine Consciousness of their own accord. If you are determined to push people into it I won't get in the way again.
Lol. This is quite a post mate. Holes of time to fill? Holes will fill? Could you have chosen more appropriate verbiage here? I sure hope the real me isn't the beast in front of the screen without clothes on going insane fap monkey.
That my friend is the flatline. Hang tight, it's gonna be a while. But in the end, you will recover. Don't test yourself, and don't lose your resolve. Anything is better than PMO!
Peace be upon you Let me tell you one thing, I've relapsed just now ,I was 20th day, because I was having the same feeling ,so let me tell you it's bad to relapse actually I'm in sadness because I relapsed,so I'm telling you don't do the same mistake I did or you will have the same bad feeling you have now but multiplied
Im trying. I have no urges. I have messed around and tested myself in the past on many occasions. I wont go down that road again. I feel things getting better.
